Anxious about University

Okay, so results day was just a mere 2 weeks ago now and this was the day I found out that I got into my first choice university. 

At first I felt so happy and proud of myself and what I had achieved. But soon I felt a wall of dread and fear hit me.

As I suffer from social anxiety anway this makes the thought of leaving home and going 3 hours away to university terrifying. 

I'm still battling those fears with just over 2 weeks to go before I am meant to be moving into my flat sharing with 9 other girls. The thought of all of the uncertainty is just so scary and is really making me question whether it's actually worth the money and time of my life that I could actually start now. 

Is it really worth going..? 

Keep an eye out for new posts from me for the answer to this question and my plans as they unfold. 

The FIRST Post

Ok so, I have mainly created this blog for my own purposes to record my relationship with my girlfriend. 

Want to know a bit about us?
Luci and I have been together for almost 4 years now. Since 29/10/10. It was weird how we got together, but I'll tell you more about that later. She's perfect for me and I just can't wait to start our lives together. Just me and her in our own little house with a dog. 
But obviously there's hurdles standing in the way.
For example, I finished my A-Levels recently and I'm so glad that the 2 years of College are now over as they were soooooo stressful!! So I will be heading off to University in the Autumn leaving Luci behind, which will put a strain on our relationship. Then she will be off in 2015 but hopefully we won't be too far away from one another. 

I love this girl to pieces. I was so lucky to find the love of my life at such a young age because I can just imagine my life in the future now and it's all starting to pan out and it's incredibly exciting! I just want the next few years to fly by so that we can live together!! 

Here's a picture of us.

We have made YouTube videos if you would like to check them out to learn a bit more about us. Check them out at http://youtube.com/user/chloeandluci. There aren't many at the moment as we only started this year and College got so busy we just didn't have time.