Anxious about University

Okay, so results day was just a mere 2 weeks ago now and this was the day I found out that I got into my first choice university. 

At first I felt so happy and proud of myself and what I had achieved. But soon I felt a wall of dread and fear hit me.

As I suffer from social anxiety anway this makes the thought of leaving home and going 3 hours away to university terrifying. 

I'm still battling those fears with just over 2 weeks to go before I am meant to be moving into my flat sharing with 9 other girls. The thought of all of the uncertainty is just so scary and is really making me question whether it's actually worth the money and time of my life that I could actually start now. 

Is it really worth going..? 

Keep an eye out for new posts from me for the answer to this question and my plans as they unfold.