Today.....
Well today I'm struggling on picking a subject to talk about. My life seems dull at the moment. Everything's going the way I want it too which is of course good as I can't really complain about that. However I just feel a lack of LOVE for LIFE. This is evidently my fault as I'm the driver to my own destinations.
Anyway as I'm spending longer and longer sat at my laptop thinking about what to write about today I'm thinking of just doing an overview on how my life is today. what's going on and what's going to happen in the future just to re-iterate to myself that my life is moving forwards and is not simply just in slow motion.
What am I doing right now? Well right this second obviously I'm sat at my laptop writing this however I really need to get on and edit some videos for my presentation that is due at the end of February at University about teaching children to run. It shouldn't take me too long to do however it's just one of those things that I have been putting off all week and I just really need to sit down in complete silence, without my phone, without any music, without anyone or anything to distract me to just get it done and out of the way so that Morgan and I can build on the information to form our presentation and therefore can get on and start rehearsing it together.
Currently I'm at home and have been for almost 2 weeks now and will be returning to the not so sunny Plymouth City on Monday 2nd Feb! I'm really excited to go back actually as it's the second to last run before I finish the year. I really have enjoyed being a fresher at Uni so much however I need to put a lot of work in before it's over but I can't wait for that time to come as I'm that one step closer to actually doing work that counts towards my degree!!
I'm still part of the Football, Futsal and Netball teams at Uni and enjoy them so much. The people are lovely and everything but obviously with everything there has to be one downer to it all. Strength and Conditioning! I actually really enjoy S&C however it's at such an ungodly hour that I just find it so hard to get up and do! I'm the least morning person there is and so I really find it hard to get out of bed to go. Why can't they just put it in the evenings??
So I will have 8 weeks back at Uni and then will be home again for Easter. Easter won't be that exciting for me as I'm just going to work for most of the 3 weeks that I'm home so won't have much time to spend with my family or my girlfriend.
Anyway after the much needed Easter break I will be returning to Uni for the final 5 weeks! EEEeeeeekkkk! During those 5 weeks there will be the sports awards and May Ball! And the of course, packing up and coming home on 29th May!
Obviously when I get home I'll be back to work soon enough. I'm saving up so Luci and I can go on holiday in the summer. We're not sure where too and she's struggling for money so it's going to have to be a cheap and cheerful one but that's okay because her company is enough for me to make anything amazing! Also I don't really know when the holiday is going to fit in during the summer as she's finishing Sixth Form and then I'm going to her Leaver's Ball with her on 25th June. I'm also scheduled to have double-jaw surgery this summer as my jaws are not aligned correctly. I've lived with it all my life now so I've got used to the struggles that it brings. When I first got braces they gave me an ultimatum. Braces and jaw surgery or no braces at all and wonky teeth to go along with the wonky jaw for the rest of my life. Obviously I decided on the braces and jaw surgery as it makes eating so hard. My jaw used to click every time I chewed therefore just decided not to eat overly chewy things as it was just too uncomfortable. The orthodontist admitted that when I got the braces applied that it would make the gap in my teeth worse and I would find eating much harder. She didn't lie. Now I've reached the stage where I'm excited to have the surgery. I have 2 friends who have had it done and said it was hell however the outcome is so worth it. Having my jaws bolted together and it taking a total of 90 days (that's quarter of a year!!) to heal fully is pretty daunting. However I'm excited to have to re-learn how to chew and actually feel for the first time what it's like to eat and chew just like everyone else. And have a face and a jaw line like everyone else.
Anyway I've rambled enough now and I will hopefully enjoy my summer as much as I can and return to Uni in September into my new flat being only 2 hours away from Luci instead of 3/3.5 and not have her parents stopping us from ever seeing each other.
Life is definitely looking up.
Chloe x
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